never bury your enemies alive.
Age 19, Male
on the musical path
student, any questions?
Russia
Joined on 1/12/19
Posted by HelliXScream - March 30th, 2022
I thought losing my grandmother will be very enough for me, but here we go again. My grandfather is going to be taken to the hospital because he risks to lose his leg (some infection or smth, i don't get it), we noticed that skin on his leg is going off. Another nerve-break is coming up.
ffs, can this stop already?
Posted by HelliXScream - March 20th, 2022
Damn, i completely missed this anniversary, "Falling Down" turned 1 year yesterday. Should i make a 2022 version?
Posted by HelliXScream - March 18th, 2022
oh, and i just messed around before the events. should i finish this one?
Posted by HelliXScream - March 18th, 2022
Just reminding that i'm still here. The funeral was on Thursday, my grandmother is on the other side now. It was so breaking to watch the whole process, all my feelings inside of me were mixed up in a bad way. Especially when i saw my mother cry, i haven't seen here like this for a long time. Painful, no other words.
I still need to take a break from making music for a while, but i feel a little better. I'll try to post some stuff here, marking that i'm still here.
See ya.
Posted by HelliXScream - March 13th, 2022
I woke up from noise my parents make, and heard a call from hospital... My grandmother just died. Died. For goddamn real. And my mother went there.
I am in shock i never experienced before, i am empty. I don't know can i sleep now.
I said in the previous post / video that i needed to go dark because of family problems. Now this is it. I need to recover somehow, because.... Help.
Posted by HelliXScream - March 13th, 2022
Did a little mini-remake of one of my favourite "Ghost Stories" song, and it's live on Youtube. But i need to go dark rn.
Posted by HelliXScream - March 8th, 2022
who's farming subs for me, explain yourself.
this is not normal.
(thanks)
Posted by HelliXScream - February 28th, 2022
The second chapter and the title track of my album is here. But more is coming.
Posted by HelliXScream - February 22nd, 2022
holy god damn, tomorrow the 2021 version of "Shadows" is turning 1 year!
still one of my proudest song i've ever done. time flies.
(tbh i wish if it will ever get an frontpage, because... damn, a little sad)
