I woke up from noise my parents make, and heard a call from hospital... My grandmother just died. Died. For goddamn real. And my mother went there.

I am in shock i never experienced before, i am empty. I don't know can i sleep now.

I said in the previous post / video that i needed to go dark because of family problems. Now this is it. I need to recover somehow, because.... Help.

HELP.