-31.10.22-

New achievement unlocked: GET BETRAYED BY THE SYSTEM LOL

no a-bomb release tonight :sad_face:

Today i revealed two projects i worked on: the first one is the remix of "Just One Second" by @ClubbinMusic (birthday boy btw), and the second one is the title track of my upcoming album: "Birth Of The Uncharted"!

Let me know what you think about them!

It's not midnight yet, but "Rise" just became my 8th frontpaged track, and already recieved the response on this one! Thank you!

btw, this week - i'll drop the "Anthem" of my album + secret project, so get ready!

Sharing the update once again. Starting off that two days left until my first label release. And you still can pre-save it! And also the reminder that i got two more label releases this month, i hope i don't need to tell, which ones.

Secondly, i'm ready to share some new album progress. The first track is finished and will be featured in brand-new halloween-themed album hosted by @Djjaner, so expect the release at the end of the month. The track name is - "Deepest Dream".

Right now, working on the title track of my album, and i need... the vocalist. Rap, hip-hop, male or female, doesn't matter. I need some rebel-themed motivaing vocals, if someone can help me out, please answer my call.

Quick note: next neek i got a surprise release, but i'll keep it as a secret for now.

I guess that's it for now.

Really didn't wanted to bring it up, but i need to get this off from my mind.

When i look at "Hostile Of Tomorrow" and "Break Of Dawn", there is always one question in my mind - "Did i reached my Magnum Opus? Do i able to make the songs like there again and better?" I just don't understand. Or don't even want to understand, i don't know.

Both of them, including "Risen" and "Starless Night" - the only tracks of the different genres i've ever tried besides hardstyle. I've always asked myself and even asking now - "Do i really need to continue making the tracks like these four?" Making these kinds of tracks was always an different experiment and the moment, when i felt like i'm not where i should go. Alongside, there's a new questions - "Can i do better? Do i able to continue *experimenting*?"... Am i on the right track, for god's sake? During the process i really felt like i am not who i need to be.

I don't know. I can't answer these questions by myself. Do i still want to experiment? Or just stick with hardstyle, as usual? I don't know.

I guess this is my main downfall of my whole life - i can't be sure what i want, can't be sure doing right or wrong. I can't even understand... did i really reached my magnum opus? Then what is my best work i've ever done and i mostly proud? Can't answer this one either. Because... i just don't know and i'm not sure anymore.

Making music was my very first and most favourite hobby, i've wrote music for 5 years because i liked it, and i don't want to leave it behind. But if i cant answer these questions... Do i'll be able to continue doing what i like?

Do i?

Three label releases are scheduled on October, which is insane! Never had THREE releases scheduled on Spotify!

Rise - October, 16th

A-Bomb - October, 23rd

Break Me Down (w/ Forgiven) - October, 27th

Also, thanks to advice i was given, i started to work on my second album. This is going to be rough ride. But i experienced worse, right?

So, i recently announced my second album coming in 2023, as you might know.

I'm having a thought, but i can't come up with my final decision. So... here's a question.

Do i need to start working on the album right now? And don't wait untill 2023?

If yes, then consequences entering the chat: starting from now, don't expect the releases untill January 2023. The full focus will be on the album, and i won't upload any track from it till i feel ready.

Please let me know your thoughts in comment sections, you can decide the fate of my journey now.

Just recieved the birthday present from NG and @dj-Clubbin. My 7th frontpaged track - Playtime - just arrived! Thank you!

Playtime is over!

Today is my 18th birthday - the day when i am becoming an adult human being. That means, this is when i'm entering the new chapter in my life. That's why, i decided to go out with a bang, like i did last year with "Lullaby". Because i'm turning 18, i created an ode: "Childhood Memories" (EP) and right now i released "Playtime" to give a shout to my childish myself.

So... Yeah... My playtime is over. Time for a new chapter. Happy Birthday to me!